Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Feeling obligated

I really shouldn't be writing a post unless I know what I am writing. But feeling obligated to keep this blog going, I should write something. Ya?

Even though the theme of this summer was 'classy summer', ironically, it turned into [well sort of] slutty, which was last year theme. For some reasons [& I do know why], my BIG goal for this year was to get some summer loving [physically] & I tried. Unfortunately, it backed fire and more drama came about than love. Fortunately, my cherry is still fresh as the day I was born [ok maybe not so fresh anymore now that I am 20]. But, you know what I am trying to say.

What did I learn from all of this? I don't [shouldn't] really care about trying too hard to get some actions or a boyfriend or whatever that makes me happy. What will happen, will happen. Frankly, I am not motivated enough, and I am definitely over 'trying too hard to get something that I truly want'. [Not to mention I am sick of Midwest guys. Because what I really need is a guy who is comfortable with himself [gay and not gay parts].

What I need to do before school start? Jesus helps me...
1. Finish my french book. I got about 6 chapters to go. & I will technically finish my 200s level french. Think about this, at the beginning of the summer I was only at 101 level.
2. Finish reviewing all my nursing classes. [ok this one will not be accomplished. I know for sure].
3. Print out a shit loads of paperwork and get them sign sign sign so that I can start my clinical.
4. Buy white leather shoe! MY worst enemy. I hate white shoes. PERIOD!
5. Buy loads of books. Like loads. oh my wallet.
6. Finalize my living situation. cable, electric, etc.
7. Something that I am forgetting right now. sigh.

I am in panic mode. Or at least I should be.

QUOTE: "I will bitch slap you and cut off your penis!" - Minh to Wesley

1 comments:

James153015 said...

Hey Minh! Good luck on finding a guy! I hope you get your whole list accomplished! :-)