Glee

I'm currently obsessed with the show Glee, which according to Webster is 'exultant high spirited-joy'. Beside the clever dialogues, which is fantastically hilarious, this show is very uplifting. It brings back memories of high school through a stereotypical depiction of high school. If anything it reminds me all the dreams and goals I had while in high school and the summer before I entered Uni.

Oh why do I have to wait till the Fall. But I know what I will be doing this fall. So heck yeah!

My biggest fear

My biggest fear in life (I think) has to be the moment I hear that my mom has passed away. Though sometime she annoyed and pissed the heck out of me, I am terrified of that moment. I know it is very far ahead in my life. But sometime, things happen unexpectedly. 

The reason I posted this is because I am listening to this amazing song. & it inspired me to write this post. 

When was the last time I posted anything?

Seriously though, when was the last time? It is not that I forgot to post. It was more that in the pass few months, my life was (as one would say) bonker. Lot of things happened and very little time to deal with it. 

One thing I would share is that around March till mid April I was emotionally unstable and depressed. Part of it is because the weather was horrific in Omaha. Very little sunshine, bloody windy, and extremely moody weather. One moment it would be nice and the next just windy and cold. Part of it is because I had to force myself to get over this person. Generally it is rather easy for me. But for this particular person it was rather difficult. But on the brighter side I am better now. 

I am back on youtube again. I am currently enjoying summer vacation and trying to get a tan like I should be. In general, life is beautiful & I can smile easily. 

What else?  I have decided that this summer wil

l be called Summer 09: Classy. Every summer I like give myself a theme, and throughout the summer I would try to achieve that theme. Thin

k of it as a goal. I will update you on my progress. haha... last summer was slutty summer and it did not go anywhere. I couldn't made myself do random hookups. Thank god! 

Ok from this point on, this post will be very conceited. I still yet to find myself a gentleman. Part of it is because I am not actively looking for one. But sometime, when I do, like making a Dlist account or message people through myspace, I get ignored. So therefore I am asking you readers, if there are any out there, am I ugly

? (p

ersonally, I don't think I am. I am not saying I am hot or anything. But I am not ugly either.) 

Now to sound more conceited... I always wonder if I actually could model. Maybe because I watched way too much America Next Top Model. But I sometime think that I have an enough of an interesting face that I could be a model. The obvious obstacle is that I am only 5'9. But I wonder if my face has potential to be a model? (yeah I know I sound conceited). But here are some things for you too look at. Thank you LOVE YOU!